something unpredictable

the very last thing in the show, on an otherwise dark stage, billie joe stands by himself and plays good riddance (time of your life).

now, it may just be the hormones or the hormones in addition to the fact that i felt the baby really seriously kicking and jumping and doing its thing in there, which means in ME, for the first time today...
but when he was up there singing, i got a little bit emo.
ok. i got weepy.

we have to go home on wednesday. its the end of our trip. its the end of alot of things. its the end of the world as we know it.

for a green day fan, an old school one at least, things will never be like they oncce were. we'll never get to see them play anywhere other than a giant stadium after this tour. thats why the wilturn show is so exciting.

im glad its the last stop on our last trip.

this whole thing was the last irresponsable, ridiculous and carefree thing that me and dorian will get to do for the next 18 years.
the last time we get to be kids before we have kids. the last time we get to be a couple before we are a family.

there are so many things that are changing for us. well, everything, to be specific... everything is changing for us.
and its scary. well, terrifying, to be specific... everything is terrifying.
but its never been better.
and, as far as last hurrahs go, im glad this was ours.
because ive never had so much fucking fun.

so as billie joe says at the end of his shows, thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you for making this the best tour of our lives.

im feeling emo again.
im going to blame the hormones.

k.

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to do.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
I hope you had the time of your life.