Saturday, October 01, 2005

soon.

in spite of the fact that im sitting at home doing my laundry at 7pm on a saturday night im very excited.
tomorrow is the first show of our green day trip.
monday were heading to new mexico and from there, phoenix, vegas and then LA.

its been such a long time since we decided to do this crazy and fairly dorky trip as our 5 year anniversary gift to each other. whever you have to wait a long time for things it seems like they may never actually happen. and... alot has changed since we bought all the tickets.
...mainly me getting knocked up.
im wondering how that will work out, down on the floor with the sweaty guys and and the scrappy teenage girls and me running around avoiding elbows and protecting my big fat belly. maybe i should have a shirt made that says "please dont smash my baby."
at least the kid is going to its first concert early in life.

another reason im excited is mary.
mary is hot and she knows everyone. mary always has some kind of ridiculous hook up for some sort of awesome happening. mary is getting us in to the secret LA show next tuesday.
mary is also trying to set it up so that i can interview green day at some point during our trip. kind of going for that "scary superfans following the band, finally getting to meet them and then spontaniously combusting" angle.
its a long shot that it will actually happen, but mary is pulling all of her strings.
and mary forrest has pleanty of strings.

if it did happen it would certianly be the raddest fucking thing ive ever done.
it would also be the most terrifying thing i can think of.
what will i say? once i apologize for having peed in my pants i might draw a blank.
of course i will ask billie joe to marry me, but it might get awkward if he points out the fact that we are both already, technically, "married" to "other people."

also, what will i wear? i cant even wear real pants.

the bottom line is that this is going to be an awesome trip.
and, unexpectedly, it will be the last unreasonable and irresponsable thing i get to do before im the mom of a real live baby. aparantly those things need to be supervised at all times.

k.

ive been waiting a long time for this moment to come
im destined for anything at all.

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